I hope so too, but right now the memories are making me weep...... I hope eventually the memories are a source of comfort.
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I hope so too, but right now the memories are making me weep...... I hope eventually the memories are a source of comfort.
So sorry for you loss.…..but I can't believe she's gone. My best friend Ziba died yesterday, Thanksgiving Day. She got out of her bed and then fell over, unable to walk but holding her head up. After a while she started having seizures and I got her moved downstairs in preparation for the next step. The phone calls to the vet went unanswered, so I drove to the office not far away to see if they had any emergency contacts listed on the door, which they did (it would have been nice it they put that info on their answering machine, BTW). So I called the emergency number and got the details where to take her. Then my wife called and told me Ziba had just died in her arms. At least she died at her home, but I felt terrible for not being there. Her health had been going downhill for the last year or two, but it had been mostly mobility/hip issues. Just recently it did seem like something else was going on with her, but we couldn't figure out what it was. One thing we noticed was she had not barked in the last couple of months. Some days she looked bad, other days she looked pretty spry, wagging her tail a lot.
She was a couple months shy of her 14th birthday, I was really expecting her to last until then, perhaps even another 6 months to a year. I knew this was going to hurt, but it's hit me harder than I expected. Happening on Thanksgiving has made it even tougher. She was my best friend and hunting buddy for the last 13 years, the most special dog I've ever had.
Goodbye sweet Ziba, R.I.P.
Here's one of my favorite pics, when she was about 4, and the source of my avatar. View attachment 121364
That last phrase, "a part of yourself". That is so true in this case, and I guess that aspect has surprised me. I was certainly sad when I lost my other dogs, but I didn't think I lost a part of myself. But I had a much much stronger bond with Ziba, and I think it went both ways, so a part of me is missing..........Losing a good hunting dog is like losing your best friend, a family member, your hunting buddy and a part of yourself all at the same time....
If you do any reading. Robert Ruark has some good words on losing a gun dog.That last phrase, "a part of yourself". That is so true in this case, and I guess that aspect has surprised me. I was certainly sad when I lost my other dogs, but I didn't think I lost a part of myself. But I had a much much stronger bond with Ziba, and I think it went both ways, so a part of me is missing.
Thank you for your insight and kind comment.
..... Think of the great life she had with you and hold on to that. There is no easy way through this. Just know that you made her life special.