Wow Dave, like others have said, this was not the message I was expecting to hear. Hang in there. You truly are a caring example of dedication to anyone with a family. Prayers up for you and your family. Hang in there.
I will second their poultry mix. Use it on chicken all the time. Just did a full chicken on the pellet grill the other day. Ate on it for a couple days! I’m already planning my next one!
Their pork one is good but I haven’t found anything on pork I just love yet.
They were called the Standard Canle Cutter bought from Wildlife Control Supplies. Seems they have been discontinued most everywhere as I checked a few other trapping supply retailers.